Okay, this day kind of sucks. Granted with the week I've been having - of course it is! *sarcasm cheer* YEA!!!!!!!!!

1. My best friend of five years is telling her friends my darkest, deepest secrets from my diary (not the kind of secrets like: I was the one who snuck the principal's tupay on the mascot statue) such as... well that doesn't matter. But what does matter is that she should realize it's MY secret to tell, and there are reasons I don't tell other people my secrets.
Still #1. The reason I found out was another girl -one of her friends- came up to me and told me she didn't care, but: My feelings were wrong: That I shouldn't feel this way: and She'd be my friend as long as those feelings stayed away from her. I wanted to crush her head into the nearest desk! I wouldn't, but I was that furious. And when I confronted my friend, she came up with this bogus story how it was another girl who'd written her diary in Norway (like me) with the same kind of events and feelings that I had to deal with. Trust me - this can't be coincidental in this land-locked town of a few thousand!!!

2. My dad said he was going to visit my sister and leave me alone for ten days. Sure I was nervous, because he's the only one I have left to trust and raise me in a healthy environment. Anyway, I prepared and finished my emotional dreading so that he could go away, and it would hurt me the least. I realized that by him leaving, I was going to prove my independence and emotional strength on my own. Then he decided split second he was going to stay with me for five more days. DRAT!
Still #2; This means that I have to redo this whole emotional torment and preparation AGAIN! Granted it'll probably be easier, but it's bad enough doing this once every four/five months.

3. I signed up to facebook, finally, because most of my friends are on there and will only communicate to me through that. So I joined, and accidentally invited everyone on my contact list to join. SHIT! My delusional mother - who doesn't understand I need time to heal from all the cruel things she said and did - joined. My old paternal/stand-in father has also joined, which makes it uncomfortable since I now moved back to my dad's house. Then I have all these strange people saying they know me and we should hang out. WHO THE HELLLLLL are these people!!!!!!!!!!! I don't recognize them, know them, and they still have contact to me - HOW IN THE HELLLLLLLL ------ I REPEAT ------- ARE THESE PEOPLE!!!!!!???????

That's it! I'm staying here! It's safe and no one can get me!!!!!!